Shootin'

Fighting off a massive right wing conspiricy, that somehow turns into a hunting trip where im fighting off a massive right wing conspiracy

dont ask

Most kick ass house ever

I had to meet with some lawyers in an old saloon, i had a gun, nothing happened, met the ghost of abraham lincoin...historic dreams, thats fun.

BUT apperently my uncle doug was leaving our family a house, and i was gonna get to live in it with my brother and tommy. But this is by far the coolest house ever, as i explored with tommy, and the apt. crew. First it was a stop in a no longer in use, fake railroad, but its on an island, with a fake creek sized moat going around it. The only way to get to the house is by cross the tracks on foot. The bottom story is an open gazebo type structure, but a small staircase leads to the front of the house above it, which contains a living room, with patio, weight room, with flipping TVs everywhere, there were like 9 tvs, and this cool room that i can only guess had to do with train stuff, but you take another outdoor stair case up to the next floor which had another kick ass patio, and a kitchen and stuff of that nature, and a third floor had a giant open glass cased bedroom with a patio, that looked out on the neighbors house, buncha WASPS they were.

But the whole house was real rustic and kick ass, perfect party house, i was quite dissapointed when i woke up and realized that it was a dream and i wasnt acually getting a house with a moat.

A FREAKING MOAT!

fun?

Alot of intresting parts, first me mike and stick chase a wild dog outside of a hospital/school where it bites me and mike, mike runs off while i wait around to get a rabies shot. For a long time, mike later comes back as Joe and i go out into the parking lot where i meet two nameless guys that recognize me and we go to a parking lot of a baseball training place thats themed as a castle and met a girl who has tons and tons and tons of meth thrown out in bags across her van but its the most digusting brown shards. I then get dropped off at what i guess would be stik's cottage home where i meet his parents, who are asian for whatever reason and then i play with a spear because stik has to do home work. THEN somehow im in ancient egypt and being granted 2 wives in this massive ceremony by the Pharoh.

Reflection

i ate the most badass cherry crisp in my dream, it was delicious, 6 dollars

I hate how sometimes dreams reflect reality and you have to wake up and remind yourself that it was just a dream, like how someone you know can say something to you in your dream and it hurts, bad, and the fact that its a dream doesnt nessisarily make it better.

I woke up this morning and did zazen reflecting on a dream id had. It was most unpleasant

Long ass dream, so im just gonna do the highlights

-Watched matt cut up an inflatable bridge then look like an annoying 12 year old whos gonna get a spanking when he said he wasnt sorry

-Drank a Amp, felt bad for breaking my rule of no caffine other than the little in green tea

-Kept getting calls from various RRHS principles saying that i needed to "come in" to the school because i didnt get my seal of graduation because "of the thing at the end of the year with pichler"-dont ask, i dont know what it was

Drum Kit

Though the details are sketchy now, it was a scary dream, then pretty cool, the coolest part being at one point i had to drive a car by hitting various pads with drumsticks

Dream Sex

Felt guilty for having sex with someone i dont really want to in my dream

i didnt know you could feel guilt in a dream

Finally, another vivid dream

My brother decides to throw a party at our house, which since i figure he will already get in trouble for i invite a few of my friends over. but i first have to move a towncar thats blocking the road, i put it into reverse but cant brake, i end up taking the side view mirror off my brothers car and stopping just in time to see flashing lights.

BUt its Jenni and stik, and apperently jenni is a police officer.

other shit happens, i forget

I dreamt i was lying awake all night

not the first time its happened either

Dreamt a long confusing dream, most i remeber though is hanging out with jon down on 33rd street

sometime which i guess isnt going to be happening anymore

i did get drunk in the dream though as i've been trying to do since the stoned dream with mindy, drunk was not as fun, next intoxicating dream, im going to try to trip

I dont remeber why, but at the start i was cutting large planks of wood with a sodering iron, the planks were supposed to be for storage i guess

I go to Rocksports, but the church next door has changed, blocked off half the parking, moved the houses next door and expanded into this massive church, making it a pain in the ass for rocksports, and im annoyed taht no one will do anything that the fenced off half of our parking spots. Then for whatever reason, everyone from the church comes to rocksports and we have a pot luck party. Tom Cruise and we hang out. At one point im naked, trying to hide it, but no one really seems to care.

very hazy

Something about my car being damaged

and then a conversation with grace, another with mindy and another with jew

Intoxicating

The most interesting thing about last nights dream is i got incredibly intoxicated in it.

It started with me and mindy having the day alone at my parents house, in which then (as i find out later in the dream) pop two demerol and some DXM, the dream mirrored exactly what the day would have been with such chemicals in our system. Then as the parents return the whole family has to go to a school for some sort of event, that we are late to because none of the clocks work right in your dream. I end up having sex with many annoymous girls in the band hall of all places, who are reluctant at first, but enjoy themselves in the end. then somehow im at rocksports, except rocksports has started making cookies and im playing withh the dough alone in the back when a dead body is discovered, and the lawyer from law and order comes up to question me on the subject, i leave the modified rocksports and dead body and end up going to a hotel where shuan and some very attractive women are hanging out, now as i start to discuss some inane subject with him the whole room turns into a final fantasy style battle. Then my dream just becomes a video game, like my view is what would be the edges of the TV.

it was pretty intense, these dreams grow increasingly real and bizzare as i continue to document them, due to this i think its about time i work on becoming completely lucid.

One of those, that was so real you questioned whether it was a dream or not

Despite being so real, it was still a little hazy, but the main points include my family going to a grocery store, then in a patio type thing iing the grocery store tying me and parker up, then setting large stacks of important papers around us on fire. We manage to escape and start destroying the store for some reaon, however it was in an akward fashion, for example pouring mr. bubbles on all the cabbage and lettuce. Eventually i just wandered the parking lot tryinig to find my car

Mexicans always tell the last part of a joke in spanish

Drinking a keystone in front of a 7-11 with Paco and a couple of his friends, the cops roll up and check ids of the 3 people who looks like minors, one of which being carrie konitzer, becasue we had no beer nearby (cleverly hidden) we get certificates instead.

Later i call stahls in my dream to order more red thermo film

which i have to do today

01/05/05

I go to a party with mindy, its her crew but for whatever reason i bring a score of my friends, jake is there and her is strung out looking and TERRIFIED that I am there, threating that if i hurt him his whole crew will fuck me up, i tell him "i had my chance a year ago, i decided not to, its in the past." Despite this being i think whats supposed to be Dylans house, though it doesnt resemble it at all, him and all his friends leave me , shuan, stik and others just hanging out alone, i get a text from mindy saying shes gone to her house with caitlin. There something with magic cards, giant ones, a really kick ass but huge deck, i really have too stop dreaming about magic cards. After conversing with some parents me and shuan leave and go find a random stage outdoors, my bass is there, and i am wanting to play while shuan trys to find someone to play guitar accompiantment, he talks me up alot and eventually finds someone to play,

this dream kinda goes on for a long time, thats part of the bad part of these dream journals, you start to remeber so much, it becomes effort to write it down

at another point im drinking keystone with AMANDA of all people in my old room, shes hitting on me hardcore and im trying to leave and talk to my mother

there was other stuff, but meh

3 points

There was alot of dreaming, but i only remeber 3 points

1. Georgia having puppies which we put in individual styrofoam cups

2. Talking to angie about the greatness of chuck norris

3. stealing a bottle of crown royal from a liquor store after buying a pack of ciggerettes, the sole reason i stole it was to have something to put in my flask.

How do you title a dream?

Somehow im caught with pot, its a minor amount and theres obviously none in my system, i keep going through the layers of beaucracy each time coming back with a "its being taken care of" only to have more serious charges pressed against me, till eventually it ends up with POM and Statetory Rape, my dad is furious and helping me yell at these school teachers who i suppose are the lackeys sent to instruct me on what to do now, how, when this happens im in a multilevel building and on the floor below is a dance troupe doing a dance of rolling a giant joint, that spins and glows red once rolled to simulate burning, pretty neat, For whatever reason after this i make my way back to a beach house where mindy is, things ensure, but are inturrupted by a large black man pulling her off of me, saying i raped her, (maybe thats where the statetory rape charge came in, though we didnt have sex in the dream) This points me in a direction of taking a road trip to dallas where around waco i stop into a tourist trap where they have chuck taylors for 13.50, but i cant buy any, i think to myself, because i have to save money for that window I busted out, (damn real life messing with my dream life, in fact also in the dream i was quite worried that the POM would interfer with my current court case, though i have dreams where i think that when im arrested in my dream alot) However a group of intresting looking kids walk in and start raving how MEST is gonna be at shop in a few hours, describing MEST as "good charlotte and blink 182 meet the deftones" I leave, things get hazy from here in the end its someone convincing me I need to put 400 dollars into a grocery fund.

If the dream seems like its rambling and hard to read, thats because it was and hard to write.

Jewbot

Im with lucy, partying with some much older ladies, we are asked to leave as that it is getting late, there is much more to this portion, but it escapes me.

We start driving in an old minivan, im driving, it is a very difficult task due to the age and immobility of the minivan, i see the screamo kids in the road and try to run em over. We see a McDonalds and try to pull in for some ice cream, only to find that the mcdonalds has disapeared along with the minivan.

I wake up

ICU

Lotta crazy dreams in the ICU

the worst was when i heard a dryer when i was waking up and for a second dreamed that i was waking up at home

kinda one of those ...and it was all a dream moments

but nope, still in the ICU