I had an awesome affectionate pet monkey, that later turned into a kid

then avoided a fight with 3 of the lamest crusties ever at hot topic

then it went into a reoccuring dream i have, that ill explain if you ask me, but it ended differently this time, this time it ended with someone shouting that if you allow yourself to hate, you will become what you hate, and it if you are to kill someone in justice, are you no better than a killer yourself?"