01/05/05

I go to a party with mindy, its her crew but for whatever reason i bring a score of my friends, jake is there and her is strung out looking and TERRIFIED that I am there, threating that if i hurt him his whole crew will fuck me up, i tell him "i had my chance a year ago, i decided not to, its in the past." Despite this being i think whats supposed to be Dylans house, though it doesnt resemble it at all, him and all his friends leave me , shuan, stik and others just hanging out alone, i get a text from mindy saying shes gone to her house with caitlin. There something with magic cards, giant ones, a really kick ass but huge deck, i really have too stop dreaming about magic cards. After conversing with some parents me and shuan leave and go find a random stage outdoors, my bass is there, and i am wanting to play while shuan trys to find someone to play guitar accompiantment, he talks me up alot and eventually finds someone to play,

this dream kinda goes on for a long time, thats part of the bad part of these dream journals, you start to remeber so much, it becomes effort to write it down

at another point im drinking keystone with AMANDA of all people in my old room, shes hitting on me hardcore and im trying to leave and talk to my mother

there was other stuff, but meh